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December 12th, 2007

03:49 pm: damn girlss

hey right now i'm on the phone with cynthia.. so it turns out nicole is an escort.. suprised me because i used to be inseperable with her and she was never like that. she used to kinda be quiet-ish and i was loud and crazy.. i think she became different after i moved to florida to live with gary. at first i felt bad that i couldnt speak to her because like she went out with gary and now i'm living with him, granted i kinda gave her permission but then all my feelings came back for him. she didnt love him but i guess didnt want me to be with him.. well he doesnt feel comfortable with me talking to her and now shes been hanging out with this girl sara whose like in an abusive relationship.. c'mon! girls need to be more independant these days.. that kinda gets me mad..

i'll finish this shit later.. i'm going to ahem! (lol)



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November 23rd, 2007

04:21 pm: confused!
 hey whatsup? right now i'm at work and just basically thinking about where my life is going. currently i am not happy with it. i know i have an amazing man in my life but sometimes i guess i just feel a little trapped! i somewhat miss my old friends and my old life. i dont regret moving here cause i do love living with him & all and maybe i'm just thinking negative lately cause he lost his job and were together fuckin 24/7! it's basically enough to make anybody crazy. he's just so fuckin rude & disrespectful sometimes. when i'm on the phone with my mother he has a foul mouth, he curses like a truck driver. i know im an adult now but i still dont curse in front of my mother so i dont expect him to. he's really making it to where my parents are starting to dislike him. at first he cared about them liking him and now he seems not to. he got mad last night cause i said i'll leave if he doesnt change his ways. i say things out of anger like when he calls me a whore cause i slept with his old friend before. me & gary werent together then and he banged 2 of my friends. it doesnt make my action right but i dont need it thrown up in my face all the time. i created a life out here. it's an alright life, i mean i'm not really making the money i hoped to of been making but it was a sacrifice i made for him. i left my job for him, my perfect job in ny! it pisses me off to think of all the sacrifices i made for this man and he cant even come to ny with me for xmas when his families there too. kinda fucked up, dontcha think? he really is so stubborn sometimes but will i ever find another him? will i ever find another man who can tough me the way he can. i still get goosebumps when he kisses me gently & passionately. and i must admit, the sex is phenominal!!! it;s truly amazing. & the oral is the BEST ive ever ever ever had!.. but when hes mad, he can really be a nasty fuck! i'll never leave him but he does need to change his ways, maybe we both do!
love,
jodiann

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